start: 12:37 am
Final day has come and gone, this is it, 4 years building up to this day. Graduation. Yeahh yeahhh it’s a great time to just be all like “fuck EERRRYYOONE” “idgaf about you biiitchhesss”, but honestly, i can’t feel the same way.
Because of a select few people who randomly made their way into my life and refused to fucking leave. (how ANNOYING)
but srsly, this is a post dedicated to you guys, my classmates, my students, my highschoolsweetheart, my CREW, mah niggas, my fucking kawaii ass onii-chaaaaaans.
We NEVER get seriously emotional with each other, but since none of you have a tumblr, i figured i’d let it out here.
You know who you are by now, and if you ARE reading this, sorry; but i’m putting you guys on blast.
when i first met you, i wanted to literally decapitate you and shit on your face. i met this kid in junior high, though we went to the same elementary school. Never talked to him, i was kinda the antisocial type; i always got into fights, didn’t like anyone, blahblah~ but this kid…
was EXTREMELY annoying.
first impression: i was walking to a donut shop after school one day (middle school) and he comes up with some skaters and starts screaming in my ear at the corner. fucking dipshit.
after a while, he started hanging out with the same group i did; the asians. took me until freshman year to finally start actually talking to him. after being fucked over by my “best friends” over shit as stupid as race and a girl, it was hard for me to be good friends with anyone.
isaiah was a bitch at first, didnt wanna learn how to breakdance, didnt care much for cars. but NOOOOWW look at him. ahhh ironic ass korean, but looking back on my years, he was always around, hitting him up to come hang out with my valley friends or keeping it local in scv, he always guaranteed a fun time; no matter what the hell we were doing. ONE TIME he tried kicking me and i accidentally threw him across my room. he landed on the wooden frame of my bed; fell on the ground, quiet for a good 2 seconds. i was like “OH SHIT FUUUUUCKFUCK” but as soon as i started thinking that, i noticed he was just shaking, fucking cracking UP. dumbass.
you, my fucking annoying friend, are awesome. i know you may be dying and shit from your colon, but just remember your colon sucks anyways.
i’ve known you for 2 years, 2 years & you’ve become one of my closest friends. i met him freshman year, when i was dating a girl named rachel. she randomly went up to him and started talking to him at a football game and this NERRRD didn’t know what to say. Later on, i found out he had an almost identical aim sn as i did. (mine:ilessthan3pocky his: ilessthan3blabla) and people kept iming me thinking i was either 1. pretending to be him even though i BARELY KNEW THE FAGGOT, or 2. thinking i was joe and “accidentally” clicked on my sn.
this tsundere-ass is exactly what i just claimed him to be. he’s an asshole. BUT when you get close enough to him, he’s possibly one of THE most reliable people you’ll ever know . NO IDEA why i bolded that, but that’s how he is too, over the top. i feel like if he had subtitles everything would be in capital letters. derp.
"quit bitchin it’s just a booboo" -yeeeppp, TOTAL asshole.
HOWEVER, even when i fucking had no transportation to school and back for about a week or so because my mom abandoned me over some stupid ass shit, he was literally the only reason why i was able to graduate. If i hadn’t known him, i would’ve missed too many days of school and would’ve had to repeat or transfer out. joe is a true fucking friend.
P.S. When you go to Thailand.. keep in touch with us bro, you’ll be all like “gayyy”, but you really are a great friend. So don’t just disappear
my nigga! i met this QUUUIIIEET ass kid in sophomore year because we had 4 classes together. he hung out with library kids; i figured he had some shy issues, OR he hated me. i tested it out, turned out he was super chill and he really was just a shy potato.
we both stayed late after school waiting for our parents to pick us up; he got me back into pokemon. we played pokemon on a competitive level, THOUGH IT MAY SEEM NERDYYY, we were having some fun ass times feeling like kids again. THAT’S what nic does; he really brings out the kid in you. He’s one of those friends that’s been through so much that he’d completely understand where you’re coming from. But when you’re out with friends or something, he’ll always put a smile on, no matter how hard it is for him; even when he’s going through some crazy shit in his life, he ALWAYS tries to make sure his friends are doing well.
IF ONLY HE HAD HIS FUUUUCCCKKKKING LIICEENNSEEE.
pokemon. breakdancing. blackguy. kidatheart. unconfident. AMAZINGmusician. appreciative. someone you can trust .
FTW: Gerard, Jayred, Mikee
you guys thought i forgot about you, huh? no, you 3…. i literally have no words to describe how amazing you guys are. just look at this picture. LOOKATIT. freshmen.
we used to session everyday after school. we used to be inseperable. we USED TO chill every time we had freetime. you know what else we used to have? that ftw initiation route. that pathway with the dogs, the hobos, the weird forest-urban area, and the random exit at taco bell. that was our spot.
what happened to us ? we literally drifted apart when we were the best of friends for the first year & a half of high school. whenever you guys want a reunion, you know how to contact me.
Michele Marie Datu
Bet you didn’t expect to see this, eh?
Last but not least, her.
Just seeing your name again with these pictures gives me the chills. i bet you don’t remember the top picture ^ huh? Mardi Gras day FRESHMAN year. before we went out, when we were “best friends”. that was before that dipshit alonzo cussed you out, before i protected you and pretended to be your boyfriend so he’d fuck off. before we fell for each other, and dated happily throughout our high school career.
June 17, 2009 at 1:00 am. i remember it so clearly, do you? you were blushing so hard over the phone when you told me who you liked that i couldn’t help but laugh at you. sorry, i was an asshole since day one, right? :p but you were so sweet. always so kind and forgiving. no matter what the hell i said that drove you away, you’d always always bethe mature one and suck it up so we wouldn’t make the fight any worse than it should’ve been.
you were the perfect girlfriend.
Too many memories and good times with you, i shouldn’t and won’t linger around on those times. I just want to let you know that you’ve changed me. i wouldn’t be the person i am today if it weren’t for you. i’m more positive, social, and confident in my actions. & it sucks how we couldn’t work out in the end just because we’re too different, gomenasai .
Since we’ve both agreed that we’re now going to give each other space, start distancing ourselves, i just wanted to say what i couldn’t say in person:
…so toast to you guys; you people literally kept me motivated to do things with my life. though it may seem like i’ve done so much for you or w/e, I’ve always felt like i’m indebted to you. the memories i’ve made with you guys are going to always haunt me in the back of my mind. You few have changed my life; for good, & forever. you’ve defined who i am today. i wanted to thank you all; but as you are very well aware, we don’t talk all serious feeling-y around each other. just remember you guys have become like family to me.
Until we meet again.
End: 1:53 am